I had this real weird habit for the longest time. Maybe it is still with me… Actually, no, I am pretty sure it still is. I guess you could think of it as my biggest weakness. My inability to let anything go, to always focus on the negatives.
There was everything and nothing wrong with me all at the same time. Every little complaint or comment got so far jammed into my head that I became a miserable mess. At some point, I think I just forgot why I played to begin with.
I wanted to quit so bad, but I just couldn’t seem to bring myself to do so.